At the end of those five minutes, I had become a completely different person. ...
Having for years cared only for exactness and analysis, I found myself filled with semi-mystical feelings about beauty, with an intense interest in children, and with a desire almost as profound as that of the Buddha to find some philosophy which should make human life endurable.
Source: The Autobiography of Bertrand Russell, v.1 chap. 1
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